negotiating with oneself

i like running for several reasons, not the least of which is designing your own schedule and being solely responsible for decisions you make. for example, i'll miss this morning's run because i want to watch this episode of vh1's "kept" but i'll make it up by running a previously unscheduled sunday. one, rather than teammates, pays for a lack of training. and so it is that tomorrow, or rather today, i decide whether to squeeze in a scheduled x training day, head into the 'big' city to party, stay local with g-friends and/or wake early to do both of any of the above (not a desirable option). since i'm getting rather sleepy right now i guess i'll figure it out in the morning.